After so many years, sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get use to being sick all the time or in chronic pain. Because some days
I could wish a lot of things:
Being healthy
Be able to work a full time job
Do things for myself
Not feel like a constant burden on anyone's life
But wishing doesn't get me anywhere, nor will it ever be the way I would like it to be. Sometimes you just get use to it or find a way to bare with it or adapt. I'll never be what I once was or be able to do what I once could. But I can still do some things and that's what matters.
For now, I can feel the way I do because it's how I feel:
