Even after some days, that seem like I'm never going to get through, end. It's really about the small things. I've believed that all along; ever since I was a child. It's much better simpler; less cluttered (physically and mentally). I want that freedom to explore, create, BREATHE, and take in the beauty around me.
Sure I know on this blog I rant about my health, it's crappy, but it is what it is. I have the freedom to let it out. Better here than it floating in my mind or wearing out a loved one. (especially ones who already understand how you feel and are there no matter what) But regardless of those negative thoughts that sometimes haunt me...
I want to vow to a simpler life. To build a home of my own and live life to the fullest.
It's time for a change. Somewhere along the line of pre-teen into adulthood I lost that simple life pleasure and it just became complete chaos. Right now, I'm finally starting to see a light and it's wonderful.
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"The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light." Romans 13:12