Thus far the new years hasn't really bought much change except for the mere fact that the digits have changed and I hope that through my own strength I can make it. My new years resolutions are to survive.
By that I mean, surviving...
1. More medical paperwork
2. PMS-ing stomach that can't decide what's going to tolerate
3. A wonky heart
4. My body's inability to control it's own temperature
5. Laying in the middle of the floor trying not to barf on random occasions
6. Fighting the government as to why I need disability
But I look forward to:
1. FLORIDA (which involves Harry Potter theme park)
2. Perhaps having the opportunity to go to a clinic for POTS
3. Getting my freakin' photography in gear!....................how does one network with illnesses?
4. A better job
5. And a first pet
The guess the only real resolution I have for myself is Meditation and Focus. I want to start making my life easier and less stressful with organization and meditation. Having peace of mind and a de-cluttered life is the way to begin. I've already started with getting rid of things that I don't need and minimizing the items I own. This includes; clothing, books, decor, linens, and papers. And even, IF I DARE SAY IT, art supplies that I don't use anymore.
Let's hope that I survive another year and moving brings better things.