Some days I think I learn how to manage this POTS thing, but I never fail to be beaten by it.
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Since my last post, I have been fighting for my MA back. Got that accomplished. Finally. Then as soon as I got it back, I went to the ER because of a weird wacked - out episode in the middle of the night. Then a couple of weeks later, I got this sinus infection thing. Which has been lasting me for two weeks and putting me out of doing anything of much. And my heart rate has been up in the 100 to 115 range. Fun times. I tried to nip the infection in the butt right away....but nooooooo.
BUT!!!! I have been working again. As a babysitter. Of all things, besides the library, it's a pretty easy job for me. I've done all the babysitting things before and I love kids, so it comes naturally to me. I can sit for the majority of the time, I can drink and stay hydrated whenever I want and I can kick back and colour and watch Angelina Ballerina with the kiddos.
I don't have to worry about evil corporate not liking the fact that I need a drink or a stool to sit on whilst working nor breaks to survive a shift.
This doesn't even feel like a shift. I just enjoy myself hanging out with the little ones. I have honestly missed them since I've been out sick. Thank goodness for their aunt taking them in for the week.
Dumb POTS.